a deeper post bout her.

recently i recieve comments on "a girl named dee". andwhen i posted it, a really good friend of mine said that i'm dishonest withmyself and i haven't extract all the feelings inside it. well i admit that he's right. i didn't express it completely. dee herself read it and comment "so i'm not good at all heh?" hehe i guess what i wrote there give a little effects on her. actually there are too many subject to talk bout her. maybe i'm gonna create a blog just to talk bout her. but i'm sure noone will want to read bout it. except max and herself. well maybe her future boyfriend.......
i'm not good at all in expressing feelings..... so i guess i'll let bon jovi do it for me.... heheheh........ at first, bon jovi did express my feelings very nice in "never say goodbye". that make the song as one of our favourite song. but later on, we did say goodbye. that makes the lyric isn't right anymore. and it also change the way i love her. and again, bon jovi has made a very nice job on "Always". yeah. thats how i feel bout her now.

This romeo is bleeding

But you can't see his blood

It's nothing but some feelings

That this old dog kicked up

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It's been raining since you left me

Now I'm drowning in the flood

You see I've always been a fighter

But without you I give up

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Now I can't sing a love song

Like the way it's meant to be Well,

I guess I'm not that good anymore

But baby, that's just me

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And I will love you, baby - Always

And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

I'll be there till the stars don't shine

Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme

And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind

And I'll love you - Always

w

Now your pictures that you left behind

Are just memories of a different life

Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry

One that made you have to say goodbye

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What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair

To touch your lips, to hold you near

When you say your prayers try to understand

I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

w

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near

When he says the words you've been needing to hear

I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine

To say to you till the end of time

w

If you told me to cry for you I could

If you told me to die for you I would

Take a look at my face

There's no price I won't pay

w

To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck

In these loaded dice

But baby if you give me just one more try

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We can pack up our old dreams

And our old lives

We'll find a place where the sun still shines